Tomorrow. friday 4th january / Uncle Graham Aunty Debbie Steven &. Matthew Read >>
Tomorrow. friday 4th january / Uncle Graham Aunty Debbie Steven &. Matthew
Dearest Connor and Rhys, we are coming up to visit you both tomorrow and to see your baby sister Leah join you in your little garden which your mummy keeps so very nice for you both x. you always have lovely items and flowers to look at on there. we still miss you both very much x x
tomorrow when your baby sister joins you in your garden will be very sad for us all. we have a little poem for her, and hope we can leave it here on your site for you to show her.
Every life that ever forms, Or ever comes to be, Touches the world in a small way, For all eternity. Little Leah we all longed for Was swiftly here and gone. But the love that she planted Is a light that still shines on. And though all our arms are empty, All our hearts know what to do. Every beating of each of our hearts Says that we ALL love & miss you.
you are always in our hearts & thoughts, the three of you.
Loved, Missed, but forever in our hearts and minds x x x x
Well what can I say, without you all here I wonder why and what for but your big brother Ben needs us so much and keeps us going each and every day, which we have to be grateful for.
You all have brought such wonderful things to our lives in different ways and even though it is hard to understand, I now believe that I don't need to understand I just need to be grateful for what we have shared and the Love that we feel for each other. The cuddles we have had with Leah will stay with me for my lifetime and although you are not here precious one you will forever be my baby girl and no one or nothing can change that. Boys, I need you both to look after Leah to keep her safe in your arms until we can be together as one.
You and Ben are the most precious things to me and I am proud and overwhelmed at times to think I have four gorgeous children and whatever way we share our lives it is what we make of it that counts and you all will always be the most important things to both me and your Daddy.
As usual please send me your strength, the next few months will be hard and I expect many tears and arguements in our house but we all remain together and deeply in love we just miss you all more than words can say.
Just thought i would write you a short note so you know i'm thinking of you. I wasn't able to write to you on your birthday as my computer was broke but i'm sure you know that i was thinking of you both, as i do every day. It is still hard to believe that you have been gone for a year now, it seems like yesterday that ben told my mum, auntie win, that the babies were on their way when he made his regular visit to her in tesco. We all miss you so much, the pain of losing you never goes away.
I hope that you both are watching over us all, are happy together, and looking after each other.
letting go / Daddy
Today we held you tight as you went to sleep and were taken from us forever. Nothing will ever fill the hole in my life and with it the hole in my heart . Look over us today and help us to work together to be strong so we can get through the hard times . . . . . all my love to you both now and forever more. Close
Boys, Today was the day that we let you both go and if I could go back and change it I would, just one more day, just one more cuddle would have been just one more memory I know, but at this time I would give anything to have them with you both. I miss you both so much it hurts constantly I am very down worrying about everything at the moment, If you could send me a big kiss and cuddle each I'm sure that would work wonders! Your Ever Loving Mummy xXx xXx
WE MISS YOU BOTH / Debbie Turner (friend)
We all miss you both, me and Louis have been down to your flower garden because Louis and Dale have made some pictures for you for your first birthday, your mum and dad have had a beautiful stone made for you both with lovely words,and lots of pretty flowers, but nothing can ever make up for the loss we feel without you both, love always Debbie, Andy, Dale & Louis xxxxxxxxxxxxx Close
HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY BOYS! / Uncle Dewi I woke up this morning with the feeling that something was missing, you'd think I would be used to this feeling by now, after all I’ve had it every morning for almost a year. I miss you both so very much! Every time I go to your mummy and daddy’s house I keep hoping that my three beautiful nephews will be at the door when I open it. Sadly I only get to see your lovely big brother Ben (he like the two of you is amazing), but I know that to see you both I only need shut my eyes. Happy 1st Birthday boys . Look after your Mummy, Daddy and Ben as you all mean the world to me! Close
Happy Birthday / Nanna &. Grandad Moore (Grandparents)Read >>
Happy Birthday / Nanna &. Grandad Moore (Grandparents)
Happy Birthday Boys. I have just read your Mummy's, Daddy's and Auntie Lynne's tributes and I'm sitting here with tears in my eyes because we miss you so. I don't know what to say to you only that we wish you were here with us, we love you so much. Look after each other you are our two brightest stars in the sky. Love & Kisses to you both on your special day. XX Close
1st Birthday today / Uncle Graham &. Auntie Debbie Steven &. Matthew Read >>
1st Birthday today / Uncle Graham &. Auntie Debbie Steven &. Matthew
No Birthday cards to send you For there is no address Only a beautiful garden Where you both have gone to rest Our loving hearts and gentle tears Give silent wishes that you were both here
sending lots of love to you both, today and always
This time last year we were at the hospital, your mummy had been stressed that she didnt want you both born on different days and was quite happy when we passed 12 o'clock, knowing we'd all get to meet you on October 4th. For me, seeing you both come into the world, is something I willl always treasure and remember and something so special that I was able to share with your mummy and daddy. In some ways I'd been hoping that October would'nt actually get here then we wouldnt have to celebrate your birthday without you both here. I hope you know you are thought about everyday and missed so very much. Happy 1st Birthday boys Lots of love, kisses and cuddles Aunty Lynne xx xx
There are two special angels in heaven, watching over me, It is not where I wanted you, but God wanted you to be. You were here but just a moment, like the night time shining stars And although you are in heaven, your never very far.
You touched the heart of many, Like only angels do, And on your first birthday were missing both of you, So I send this special message to the heaven up above..... Please take care of my angels, and send them all my love.
one year gone by / DADDY
Well at this time last year your mum was in the process of having you both and from then on our world has been in pieces. Nothing can change the events that followed and how much we miss you both but I only hope you know you are our world and you are now and will always be in the centre of our hearts and I look at your headstone now and think you'd be so proud of how beautiful it is and hope that somehow you can see. We both have worried so much the last couple of weeks that it wouldn't be ready but it is and now you have somewhere to rest that is as beautiful as you . Ben has painted you some really cool cars and we have given him your bears to care for like a big brother should! He will always be there for you as we are and will never forget you, his love is as deep as ours. Tomorrow will be a day of rememberance of the time we shared with you and I hope I can give Mummy the comfort and support she deserves as she has been amazing through the last year and my love and respect for her grows each day you should be so proud of her because i know she's proud of you both. Happy Birthday my beautiful boys watch over us all and help us to grow together in your memory . . . . . sleep tight!! Close
Boys, I can't believe this day has come, it feels like yesterday that you came into this world that night was filled which such happiness and it will always remain in my heart that way, it will always be the day we met, the day we touched and the day we fell in love with you both. It breaks my heart not to be able to kiss and cuddle you both on this speciall occassion, but I know where ever you are watching from, you are feeling our pain too, we would love nothing more than to share every second of this day with you both but instead we are forced to be appart, please know we miss you both dearly, watch over us and stay near we need you both more than you know! Your Birthday Bears are going to be looked after and constantly cuddled by your big brother Ben, he chose them for each of you, had great fun making them and naming them, but they will remain your 1st Birthday Bears forever more, Connor has Crunchie Bear and Rhys has Rolo Bear, two beautiful symbols we hold tight on too! We have sent your Birthday poems by heaven mail and hope that you recieved them, all our words are specially for you both, meaningful and truthful, always remember that. Your family will always celebrate you both, you are loved by us all and missed constantly. On this your 1st birthday we will come together to cherish the time we spent together and wish you both a beautiful day. Happy Birthday my Babies, I love you both Mummy xXx xXx
Hi boys, I haven't wrote anything here for a while, but it was a year ago today that we threw a baby shower for your mummy and both of you. I remember many people were thinking what is a baby shower and why are you having one, but we were so excited at the thought of your arrival, im so glad we did it. It was such a lovely day with everyone talking about you and having fun, so many nice memories from one day. Nanna and I spent the morning decorating the house and making cakes while your mummy couldn't wait for the shower to start! Your Auntie joyce, jenny, and Great gran had made mummy a washing line hanging with baby clothes, it was so huge everyone in the room had to hold it up! Mummy was surrouned by baskets of presents overwhelmed by how kind everyone was. We played guess the baby photos and everyone had a laugh picking out your mum and her ginger hair, and at all the black and white photos! Then there was guess the baby food - this did not go down so well!! nobody was as quick to try the baby food but we had a laugh anyway! I remember when Ben came to pick up your Mummy he could'nt understand why we'd had a party and he'd not been there! I look back now and think nearly a whole year has gone and so much has happend. Being there when you both came into the world is one of the most amazing things in my life, but saying goodbye is the hardest thing i have ever had to do. so by having memories of special days like these I have something else of you both to treasure.
love and miss you both everyday, Kisses and cuddles
Hi Boys, As you will know today we went for our 12 week scan on your baby brother or sister all is looking well but i'm struggling to believe that everything will be ok, I believe in your strength and that got me through Bens first day at school he loved it, when nanna and I went to pick him up nanna even saw her 2 white feathers on the driveway which she said that proved you were both there watching him for me, but today the only place I found comfort was by your sides. We have a lovely scan photo and Daddy and the doctor both happliy saw Baby moving it's arms and legs but I don't know whether I can believe it, whether I should believe it, I know it's going to hurt just as much as it did loosing the two of you and I thought I could cope but the reality of it is I don't want to feel that hurt again. Loosing my two precious babies has been enough heartache for all of us, I just hope you can both help bring this baby to daddy, Ben and myself safely, we are all thinking of you both constantly thinking of this time last year, so anxiously waiting your arrival and who would of believed a year later we have met and lost you both so quickly. I do truely believe we were blessed to have all met, to have spent that special time together and hopefully now you will both guide us safely in our lives, I carry you with me every second of my day and love you both dearly. Your ever loving Mummy xXx xXx
Hi Boys! Sorry i've not left you a message for so long i haven't had the internet until this weekend. I have just been looking at all the photos from the walk and i was remembering what a wonderful day it was, your mummy and daddy really know how to get things organised. I was so proud of them both that day, your big brother was a star too, walking as much as he did and helping to give out all the fruit and water. I can hardly believe how time has gone, it still seems like yesterday that you were with us, we all miss you both so much, there's not a day goes by when i don't think of you. I'd like to put in a special request while i'm here too, keep an eye on Ben when he goes to school and make sure he enjoys himself!
Dear connor and Rhys, i cannot belive how time has flown by and that before we know it would be your first birthday ,we will be thinking of you on that special day. Louis is always asking about you and wanting to visit you, so instead he has drawn you some lovely pictures and we will put them on your flower garden, so you can look down and see them, i am so pleased at how much was raised by the walk and other things and how other babies are now benefiting from all the hospital equipment bought in your memory, you are both very special to all the Turner family and will be forever, aiways in our thought and our hearts, lots of love ,Debbie. T.
Boys, It's really strange, I've just been writing a christening card and of course we would have been celebrating both of yours about now, I remember planning it all before you were born, I'd found invitations for twins, we'd thought about the venue we'd even planned to sell my shares to pay for it all, a real family party! But now how things are different we've been looking at headstones and its quite fitting really that the money we were planning on giving you both the best celebration with we are now buying you your resting headstone with. Not what any parent would want to buy their child let alone two children but I swear to you it will be as beautiful as you both were, It will always shine and we will make it the most colourful and happy place for us all to be! I miss you both dearly not a minute passes by without me thinking of you both, I am stumbling around in this world with just a few precious people holding on to me at the moment, I'm worried about our future not knowing how we are meant to move on still but having to try anyway. You both know how I'm coping I'm sure, just keep sending me your strength it is helping me so much.
Boys, I've been feeling really sad this week, I stupidly thought that after your walk I would feel a bit better about you not being with us, but I don't, I don't feel better at all I feel a bit lost again. I'm not sure how to deal with the feeling that your never going to be around. I need to know that your both safe and happy but I guess I'm not going to get that either, I just wonder what we all did to deserve this, not being able to hold each other and grow as a family because that is what we are not matter where you both are, you will always be my boys and I will talk about you always. Missing you both. Love Your lost Mummy xXx xXx
Well boys, it was this time last week i was sat here telling you all about the bag packing day and wondering what would happen on the walk next week, and now we've done it! It was hard at times but with many laughs and thinking of you both we made it! I know you were there with us all day watching but just incase you missed anything i thought i'd fill you in! We got there early just as it started raining with Uncle Dewi and Grandad trying to hammer the banner in the ground in the rain all hoping that the sun would come out for the start. We started off with a photo by the lake in our special t-shirts and yellow ribbons. Mummy said some lovely words before we set off, she doesnt realise what a strong person she is, but i know that by seeing all those people there for their boys meant the world to her and your Daddy. Ben let two star balloons go but one broke away early with one playing catch up, he was a little worried they were'nt together but they met again over the lake. After the mayoress said a few words and sounded the horn we were off over 100 of us in the wind and drizzle, many set off at a speedy pace but we were trailing at the back and stopped to let two roses float on the water. Your very special big brother was so good he wanted so much to walk for his two brothers and was very chuffed with himself when he got to the end of his walk and had a well deserved banana and ride in the car to the finish line to greet everyone back! After this Mummy, Daddy and Uncle Dewi speeded off through the heather to catch up the leading pack, by this time though there was big trouble the leading people had gone the wrong way and everyone followed, making what should of been a 10 mile walk about 12!! I know for me these extra two miles were the hardest but most entertaining of the walk. The ground was like a marsh and very hard work to walk on, I know Nanna, Auntie Debbie, Alex and me had lots of fun although it didnt feel like it at the time! Jumping over the mini streams getting are feet stuck and soaked in the muddy marsh and slipping over! I remember Nanna saying when we eventually got through it to the tarmac " I cant go on" but she did we were'nt giving up we were just hoping for no more hills and a tarmaced road to the finish!! After another fruit stop we carried on. Then the end was in sight, greeted by your Mummy and Ben it was so nice to finish!!! Everyone who was back was chatting about what had happened on their walk and how we'd all followed each other like sheep the wrong way - i'm sure you found that funny!! A few people had got stuck in the marshy land and your Daddy and Uncle Dewi were the hero's for the day going to rescue them and bring them back safely, but some were determined and carried on to the end, all for you, boys! Such an amazing day that has raised so much money for such a worthy cause and It felt so nice to spend the day with so many people all thinking about the same thing at the same time - you. lots of love Connor and Rhys x ^i^ ^i^ x
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